I tend to be like this, a few days of tears, then rage, then I feel ok, then my eyes open to the male species again & I wonder what I was crying about in the first place. I've met up with him a few lunchtimes & after work for an hour or so & last night had a very heavy night out, I didn't get in until 7am, my poor, poor liver & stomach they will be hating me forever more. You know those times when you go out & you promise yourself that you will "only have a few" "alternate between alcohol & soft drink/water" "absolutely not give into Mr. Sambuca" "not dance like a twat" "not go on a crawl"
Well guess what, that lasted for oh, 30 mins maximum. Ended up going to about 4 different bars & a club. There was a group of 4 of us & everyone got merry but for some reason I had a thirst on & drank like a goldfish, I felt ok until I went outside at the third pub, then the air hit me like a brick wall. Piggyback was my mode of transport to the next couple of places!
I don't know why but I got a taste for cider last night so it was cider, JD & coke, Amaretto & coke, & some idiot (me) decided Sambuca would be a good idea, think I had about 3.
That is shocking, I probably drank half my bodyweight in alcohol last night, no wonder I got up this morning (afternoon) & the walls were moving! Thanks to coke, galaxy & nurofen plus I feel human again.
The Starbucks man is lovely though, thankfully he wasn't just on a good day when he was in Starbucks, his good personality is a permanent state so no bad surprises there, it also helps that he is 6ft 2", dark hair (never trust a blonde!) & gorgeous greeny colour eyes, he'll do I suppose..... ;o) He is nice & things are good, just giggles is all I want right now.
I don't want a full on relationship & neither does he so no blurred lines which is good & we both get on really well so things are good at the moment. (Too much use of the word good?).
On a completely unrelated note, I went wedding dress shopping with one of my friends last week, 6 weeks to go & she is STILL wedding dress shopping, can you believe it? She did find a dress, very luckily & she's going back next week but I saw one & it is exactly what I want to get married in, no matter that I need to find the man who will propose to me I've found the dress & that is half the battle!!! Lol
It's the Star range by Julien Macdonald at Debenhams & for a mere £300.00 it can be mine, it is stunning & exactly what I have envisioned to get married in, the cut & style is perfect for me. I want to get married just so I can wear the dress! Lol